without you here
I am miserable and lonely
I was foolish to think
that a city
with hundreds of thousands of people
could distract me
when you are the only one I care about
all these people mean nothing to me at all
it is only you that matters
but you are not here
so the city seems empty

and I am lost
wandering around
vainly searching for you
but knowing that I'll never find you
in this place
I am immobilized
not quite knowing what to do with myself
knowing that what ever I do
should involve you
but where are you now?
not where you should be
c o n f u s e d