It hasn't been that long since my last update, but things have changed so much. I've been in such a good mood and I've been productive even though I haven't been sleeping. But I have a good reason for not sleeping and it's the same reason why I've been in a good mood. I've met this girl who is just incredible. I've met lots of girls this year who I've mentally felt were wonderful, but this girl I'm simply drawn to with my whole self. It's an amazing feeling. I only met her recently, but it feels like I've known her forever. I've spent just about every day with her since I met her. Normally I'd be craving my space by now, but I'm not. I find myself missing her when I'm just at work or class, even though I know I'll see her later in the day. In a way I'm scared about that because I generally don't let myself get attached so much so soon because I've been hurt a lot in the past. But it seems ok now because I really do like her a lot and I don't think that she'll hurt me. This time I'm just throwing myself out there and what will happen will happen.