there's just this way that I want to be
there are just these things that I want to know
these distant unattainables
and unanswerable questions
I can't tell if I'm doing what's right
or just what's easier
too many questions
and why am I doing this
too much time to think
too much time in my head
all this can't continue
it wouldn't be right
I need to take action
instead of going along
or else people will be hurt
and it'll be my fault again
my fault for just following
but I don't know what's right