there's just this way that I want to be there are just these things that I want to know these distant unattainables and unanswerable questions I can't tell if I'm doing what's right or just what's easier too many questions and why am I doing this too much time to think too much time in my head all this can't continue it wouldn't be right I need to take action instead of going along or else people will be hurt and it'll be my fault again my fault for just following but I don't know what's right