So what am I doing?
I'm not quite sure
fucking up something good
making something fucked up worse
trying to create good
out of something convoluted
I guess all of these things
in some weird way
this was all an accident
it wasn't my fault
I just never said no
or tried to stop it
I allowed things to happen
without much thought at all
it'll be fixed soon
without any input from me
just me letting things happen
as others want them to
I've always wanted to please
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