I am sitting
wondering what's next
where things are supposed
to go from here
I am caught in the middle
of something not quite right
I know where I should head
but I hate to eliminate
the other option
without knowing where it could lead
the not knowing will drive me insane
it would have been better
not to allow it to exist in the first place
but now that it's there
I will have to deal with it
in due course

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