April 10, 2000
| I need to create beauty I need to have beauty inside of me I hate what happened to us It made me ugly And now I turn everything I touch Into something ugly too And the only way I know To cleanse myself of all this Is to be with you agian But even if you'd let me back in I don't think I could let you in Because you've become just another person Our connection was severed long ago And though we may still talk from time to time There's nothing under it all No secret understanding And I miss you in a way That I can't quite understand You're eating away at my core Even as I try to push you further away I'm beginning to think That you could be my downfall I had never let anyone in before like you And I've discovered that in kicking you out You're taking some of my stuff And leaving some of yours So things can never go back to The way they were before |